Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Overheard in Santa Cruz

"Maybe if you weren't such an effing B we wouldn't have had an earthquake!"
-Guy to woman/friend working Cowell Coffeeshop

-Homeless man to me on Pacific Ave.

"I don't want to talk about the goddamn sparkles!"
-Guy outside window at approx. 10:17 PM

"*smack* *slurp* *mnep* *smack*"
- My fucking roommate eating ice cream on her bed

2X -> Xpro?

I've undertaken a double exposure experiment.
Stay tuned for further details.

Dreams analyzed puts it all into perspective.
As does no longer being in the possession of a car, here or there.

Fuck it.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Why why why

Why why why dear lord why

Friday, October 26, 2007

Focus on the tip of your nose...


Danny had one while sitting right next to me.
I keep daydreaming. Considering of possibilities. Acutely aware of the right side of my body. Thinking about how I'm not supposed to be thinking. For a moment I was there...I was on that plateau..and then it was gone.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

A Cartographer's wet dream?

Or nightmare?

So, I've named "Exploration Officer" for Athiza, which basically means that I have to draw up a few maps. "Yeah, sure, easy. This will be fun," I thought to myself when initially presented the challenge. But now, a week later, I'm going insane considering all the factors that wield influence over this planet. Climate patterns. Atmospheric circulation cells. Ocean currents. Tectonic plates. The list goes on, it's really quite mad when you think about it.

I need to draw now.
My arms are shaking from the three mugs of chai I just consumed (with one more to go).
A pencil sharpener would be nice.
As would Paul being here to help me discover this world, because I'm not sure I can do it on my own.

Friday, October 19, 2007


Fact: Boredom leads to both a cleaner me and a cleaner world.

On days when I'm feeling particularly bored, I've been known to indulge in not one but two showers AND clean my room. Boredom = nature's ultimate motivator? Or is that hunger? Necessity? I'm not a scientist, shut up.

Learning how to use my new/old 35mm has been somewhat of a challenge, but I think I'm figuring it out slowly but surely. I'm so used to the instant feedback that I get from digital so the transition has been a little frustrating.

Thursday, October 18, 2007


I'm creating a world inside my head.


Contemplating the nature of the beast whilst becoming the ghost I never set out to be.

The Keirsey Temperament Sorter II says that I'm a INFP. Introverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving. An Idealist. I'd have to agree.

Also, come Oct. 31th I will have completed my transformation into a unicorn. One night only, limited time offer.

Also also, I've recently made friends with Spiderman. Be jealous.